Gushdude is back!!!!

Last week I was sitting at home chatting with one of my bladder holding buddies when I suddenly just didn't want to do it anymore...hold, wet, make a mess, or clean up. I decided that it was time to move on to bigger and better things than bladder holding, like maybe sewing or building bird feeders. I couldn't promise myself that I would never feel desperate to pee again, but I was ready to call it quits on holding for the fun of it.

Or, at least that's what I thought.

During the days that followed my thoughts turned back to how great it was to hold my bladder until I reached my absolute limit and then piss myself uncontrollably. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't get away from reminders of my pee fetish.

Then, on Sunday I woke up with one of the fullest bladders that I have ever had. Instead of getting up right away, I laid in bed just kind of enjoying the feeling of the pressure in my bladder. By the time I decided that it was time for me to relieve myself, my wife--who I will call "Mrs. Gush"--had settled into the bathroom for a long spell. So I was forced to hold even longer.

I have experimented with holding my morning pee before. Once I held for an extra couple of minutes before I started to pee myself. That was just a little accident.

So, where does that leave me? Let's say that I'm out of "retirement" and ready to give this bladder holding thing one more shot. Don't believe me? I've got two pitchers of water in the refrigerator, and I certainly do know what to with them.

Still, I've reinvented myself slightly. I have a new blog, and a new email address of gushinator@yahoo.com. I can also be reached at gushinator@gmail.com. I lost all of my contacts when I deleted my accounts, but that's okay because I know it will be easy to meet more people who are into bladder desperation and wetting like I am.

The biggest down side with starting from scratch is that I have to recreate my list of web favorites, my profile, and other stuff like that. This will take a little bit of time.