Monday, May 5, 2008

Holding

Last week was fun. I challenged members of the Gush Magazine website to visit and post enough messages to make me wet my pants. Unfortunately, there weren't enough people to make me go through with it but I thought that it was worth the shot. Then, on Friday I dared everyone on The Pool to private message me. I was going to drink a glass of water (8 oz) every time I received a PM. Three hours and five glasses later, I was bursting to pee.

Tonight is a "freebie." No challenges, and no games. But, I'm open to more ideas. Have any games you'd like to see me play? Email me at gushinator@yahoo.com or join and then comment inside the Gushdude group at the Gush Magazine website.

http://wetters.ning.com

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Another 30 minutes

I'm going to hold longer..I found someone to hold with on the Pool chat room.

Sneaky Pee

I knew all the long that my holding would end quickly...I'm feeling what could only be described as "sneaky pee." This is the sensation that pee could escape at any moment no matter how hard I squeeze in order to block it from coming out.

Starting to Leak

My pants are still dry, but I felt a little tickle as a little bit of pee just rolled down to the end of my penis. I don't think it will be very long before I am either heading to the toilet or wetting myself. I'd rather wet myself, but only if someone emails me first.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Big Hold Night

Tonight I am going to drink and hold until I wet myself! I'll keep you posted. I am going to write down everything I drink just to keep tabs on how much I will be holding once it passes through my system.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Dangerous combination leads to desperate bladder

It is taking a lot of my strength and all of my willpower not to pee myself as I am writing this blog post. This afternoon I guzzled a combination of pop and water while I was at work. I peed just before I started for home but haven't peed since. Now my bladder is really full but I am going to hold it for as long as I can.

My goal is to hold while I am watching tonight's episode of "Lost." I will wet myself before I tear myself away from my favorite story just to relieve myself.

I will report more later.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Whatta Move

Here is a photograph of a gymnastic caught wetting herself while performing. What fits better? "The Show must go on" or "When you gotta go, you gotta go?"

http://www.davesdaily.com/pictures/603-leak.htm

Monday, February 18, 2008

Bladder Holding contest

Check out a story on the HoldingIt Board called "The Million Dollar Bet" during which the main character-a female-competes in a series of bladder holding contest for a million dollars.

Here's an excerpt:

Another half an hour passed and she was now frantic to pee. She could feel her legs starting to quiver as she clenched her muscles tighter and tighter. The bulge of her bladder felt excruciating but she consoled herself with thoughts that every other girl must be feeling the same. Minutes ticked slowly past and every girl on the stage was now grimacing with desperation. Another suddenly gave up and dashed off stage. Just the sight was too much for another. Shelly willed herself to hang on just a bit longer. Her hand strayed across her stomach. She was longing to plunge it between her legs and would have done anything to be allowed to do so. Suddenly another girl gave up, this time not making it off stage, but squatting on stage and letting go a burst in her knickers.
I enjoyed this story not just because it was such a turn on, but because of its excellent pacing and the detail that went into each scene. It was pure

Survey show that some workplaces restrict bathroom time

A poll conducted by Ex-Lax (?) found that a majority of people working in Great Britain refrain from using the bathroom at work either because of restrictions or the conditions of the facilities.

A November 2002 poll of more than 1,000 staff found over half (54 per cent) of British workers are too busy to take toilet breaks. The Ex-Lax sponsored research also found 1 in 4 were put off by the condition of workplace bathrooms, with almost 1 in 4 (18 per cent) saying there was not enough privacy. (Read the full article here)


My first reaction is: Conducted by Ex-Lax? Certainly, if people are "holding it in" (not just pee), then they will probably need the "services" of an Ex-Lax product by week's end just to (ahem) clear the pipes.

Second, I'm not surprised by some of the jobs that are listed as experiencing bathroom restrictions. Teachers, bus drivers, and helpdesk workers are all in professions which make it difficult to step away on a moment's notice for a bathroom break.

This reminds me of a story I heard about a train conductor in Japan who felt the "call of nature," so he pulled down his pants and stuck his butt out the window in an attempt to relieve himself. He ended up falling through the window. I'm not sure, but I think he died from the fall.

The question there is why couldn't they just install a toilet for the train staff to use? It just doesn't make sense.

Bladder Holding games

DandC reports that he and his wife have been playing bladder holding games again. Why can't I be that lucky? Well, at least I was able to share in the fun via this person's posting.

What would you do if you had incontinence?

I just responded to an interesting question on the Holdingit discussion board. iloveholding asked "What would you do if you had incontinence?"

Wikipedia defines incontinence, or more specifically urinary incontinence, as the following:

Urinary incontinence, or enuresis, is the inability to hold urine in the bladder due to loss of voluntary control over the urinary sphincters resulting in the involuntary passage of urine. It is often temporary, and it almost always results from an underlying medical condition.


There are actually several kinds of incontinence. I'm not going to get into them here, however. I think that iloveholding was referring the more severe types where a person just plain can't control themselves, and not, say, stress incontinence where you pee yourself if you sneeze or pick up something heavy.

I would probably be in favor of some kind of temporary incontinence just so it wouldn't take so long for my bladder to become really full and desperate. If someone told me that I was going to experience incontinence for the next seven days--say that I was taking a medicine that had side effects--then I would try to spend as many night as I could drinking lots of water, holding, and then wetting myself uncontrollably. Were I to suffer permanent incontinence as the result of an accident, I would take advantage of this as much as I could. I would take pleasure in holding my bladder for as long as I could until I was forced to relieve myself in the adult diaper I no doubt would be wearing. I don't know if I would be able to just pee myself without really feeling the need to go, but perhaps this would change with time.

I was the first to respond to this topic on the HoldingIt board. On it, I wrote:

Incontinence would be a both a curse and a blessing for me. It would be a curse, because I wouldn't be able to hold as long as I'd like to, but at the same time it would be a blessing because I would have an excuse if anybody ever caught me after I wet myself. I could just explain that I have a condition, and then maybe they would understand--maybe they would even feel sympathy for me. Or, maybe they would confess that they have a thing for people who have wetting accidents and begin a long and very fulfilling relationship.

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Weird and Sexy

This is the weirdest but sexiest female wetting video I've seen yet.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Diuretics

Have you ever taken a diuretic either for medical reasons or just for the fun of it? I've thought about trying one just to see how badly it makes me have to pee. But, first I want to hear about other people's experiences.

Here is a video which dramatizes the effects of diuretics:

Ideas for the future

I may be able to do a little bit of really wild bladder holding sometime within the next few weeks. My only question is whether or not I should try to hold on video. Anybody interested in seeing me twitch and squirm live on camera? How about wetting my pants? Let me know what you think.

Last post for the night

Well, its time to go off and do something else while I'm waiting to feel really really desperate. Before I sign off, however, I wanted to share one more video.

This is another female desperation video that was done pretty well. You can tell that they are really struggling to hold their bladder, plus this clip actually features captions that kind of move the "story" along. Who really wants a lot of dialogue in a female desperation video anyhow?

Remember, you can email me at gushinator@yahoo.com.

My first time with pee play

Years ago while I was in college I dated this girl who was really into sex. By really, I mean that she was an admitted nympho. One night after I was done fingering her, she decided that she would take a shower in my bathroom. She let me watch, and while she was standing in the shower she peed. Until that moment, I had never before seen a woman pee standing up. I never really thought about it, but I didn't even know that a woman could pee standing up.

Well, here is a video showing what it looks like to pee in the shower from a woman's point of view.

I but she didn't enjoy it as much as the guys will!


3 Glasses of Water

I'm on my third glass of water with more on its way. I'm hoping I'll start to feel desperate within the next 20 minutes or so. I usually try to hold with someone else online, but I'm thinking that I might be "going it alone" tonight.

Female Desperation done right

Here is some video, again from XTube, of a woman desperately trying to hold her bladder. She lasts a long time (almost half of the video clip) before she slowly begins to lose control of her bladder--but then she keeps on holding! This is actually really amazing, because it exactly what I do when I am holding. Fight until the bitter end!

Video of someone wetting their shorts

This isn't me, but here is video of someone wetting their shorts. I usually resist a little longer so I usually take longer to wet myself, but this is still basically what it looks like when I wet myself after a long hold.

Bulging Bladder Video

Here is a video on "XTube" of a guy who drank so much that it really made his bladder bulge. Then, later on while he is laying down he starts peeing himself. I am really amazed by the people who can hold so much pee that their bladder becomes distended. I've never been able to do that, so either they're really skinny so their bladder shows, I'm really fat, or I have a weak bladder.

Gushdude is back!!!!

Last week I was sitting at home chatting with one of my bladder holding buddies when I suddenly just didn't want to do it anymore...hold, wet, make a mess, or clean up. I decided that it was time to move on to bigger and better things than bladder holding, like maybe sewing or building bird feeders. I couldn't promise myself that I would never feel desperate to pee again, but I was ready to call it quits on holding for the fun of it.

Or, at least that's what I thought.

During the days that followed my thoughts turned back to how great it was to hold my bladder until I reached my absolute limit and then piss myself uncontrollably. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't get away from reminders of my pee fetish.

Then, on Sunday I woke up with one of the fullest bladders that I have ever had. Instead of getting up right away, I laid in bed just kind of enjoying the feeling of the pressure in my bladder. By the time I decided that it was time for me to relieve myself, my wife--who I will call "Mrs. Gush"--had settled into the bathroom for a long spell. So I was forced to hold even longer.

I have experimented with holding my morning pee before. Once I held for an extra couple of minutes before I started to pee myself. That was just a little accident.

So, where does that leave me? Let's say that I'm out of "retirement" and ready to give this bladder holding thing one more shot. Don't believe me? I've got two pitchers of water in the refrigerator, and I certainly do know what to with them.

Still, I've reinvented myself slightly. I have a new blog, and a new email address of gushinator@yahoo.com. I can also be reached at gushinator@gmail.com. I lost all of my contacts when I deleted my accounts, but that's okay because I know it will be easy to meet more people who are into bladder desperation and wetting like I am.

The biggest down side with starting from scratch is that I have to recreate my list of web favorites, my profile, and other stuff like that. This will take a little bit of time.